*~~ purplishious indulgence...~~*

Wednesday, February 28, 2007

sometimes i wonder y izit so hard to maintain a relationship...
haiz... sometimes baby treat me so passionately, sayin sweet things but sometimes he treat me damn coldly...
like juz now, i wanted to meet him he chased me home... i msg him he nv reply...
he threw his temper at me... i duno wats wrong witt him...
if he has any woes, he can tell me he dun hv to throw temper on me...
haiz... i wonder izit all relationships r like tat...
there were passionate times, there were coldly times... haiz...
i reali duno how to say... i'm feelin so troubled...
i duno how shld i maintain tis... its so difficult...
i got so much of stuffs to buy..
but... i cant afford to buy...
i'm feelin so down today... cuz of many things.... ='(

MISSYPURPLE (>.<")
9:28 PM

juz reach office at bout 8.30...
damn it man... when i come early my supervisor come late...
shit man... haha...
juz now baby met me n took train witt me...
then there was tis woman suddenly shoutin like mad...
accusin the guy in front of her keep rubbin himself against her...
then they hv a heated argument n the guy gave up...
he juz ended the argument wit "who do euu tink euu r? as if i wan to rub myself against euu.."
then the woman keep quiet... haha...
some times its quite ridiculous uh...
ya its true tat guys do rub themselves against women to take advantage..
but some times its unintentional... it may be due to other reasons like the train is too crowded..
or the guys themselves may not even notice...
but i respect women who dare to voice out when they feel tat they're bein molested...
its true tat some women didnt dare to voice it when they r bein molested...
they feel ashamed... but if they dun voice it, the guy will even take more severe advantage...
so to all WOMEN!! be brave alright?? dun be afraid to expose guys who molest euu k?? haha....

i'm crazy!! i tink i'm writin some argumentative essay.. haha.... how crazy can i be?? haha.... :P

MISSYPURPLE (>.<")
8:50 AM

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

i didnt go to work today... was feelin sick.... haha...
ask tat baby acc me he say he needs to go sch.... =(
i noe he's busy witt his sch cuz exams r round the corner...
so i ask him if aft exam will he be more free he say its the same.. .
it made me feel pissed off... he shld dig some time out for me wat...
weekdays sch, weekends work... its not bein fair to me at all...
not even a single day's for me... its so unfair... if he wan a gf he has to commit time wat...
i'm not askin him to acc me EVERYDAY... its juz a couple of days... is tat too much??
finally, he gave me an ans.. he say aft exams then say... better than nothin rite??

post a summary bout ytd again... haha...
met up witt the besties (yun, hui, wai, nat n von)...
we went to cine's maestro bistro n hv our dinner...
we did tons of bitchin n crappin... haha...
i tink we're the noisest n loudest there... haha...
yun is forever the same crazy n noisy... haha...
i guess tats her trait...
as for wai n hui, they r forever bickerin...
for nat, her boobs r still the biggest among us... haha...
as for von, even though we didnt meet up for real long,
we still managed to tok... so its not tat awkward... haha..
as usual, me n hui will keep gossipin bout ppl...haha...
we're so bitchy seh...("san ba")...
we head to k pool at cine's 8th floor to play pool...
we're a lousy players... we juz play it for fun... haha...
we took some pics... but muz wait for yun to upload then i can post in the blog..
i seriously enjoyed my nite besties...
i hope we can make it "once a month" gatherin...
maybe for a dinner its good enough...
most impt is to maintain our frenship for yrs yeah??
lurbe all of euu so much...

MISSYPURPLE (>.<")
1:42 PM

Monday, February 26, 2007

i was late today for work...
cux i'm not feelin well then overslept.
i guess i gona lose my voice soon. haha...
today's gona meet the besties...
its has been such a long time we ever gather tgt...
tis time round not onli juz me, wai, yun n hui...
still hv nat n von...
actually i duno reali how to face von...
aft all so much things happened... its difficult to go bck to we used to be...
of cuz i still treat her as my fren.. but not as close anymore..
maybe she'll get pissed off by wat i wrote...
but seriously i cant force myself to do things i dun like rite??
hmm... n heard bout maddy's woes...
bout tat "adeline" thingy... maddy... dun be affected by her k?
juz leave tat b***h alone k? :]
relax n chill... everythin will be alright soon .

MISSYPURPLE (>.<")
9:24 AM

Sunday, February 25, 2007

our grp foto at tanjong beach's pavilion..
me n baby at the skyride...

euu cant see me!! haha... at vivo's sentosa express counter..

i'm gona to summarise my day for ytd...

went to sentosa witt baby, ah hua n pooh bear kor...
haha... its was so fun! then baby's SO CALLED sister daphanie came n meet us...
she's so TALL!! haha... n i dun like baby alwaes di siao her...
we went to the tanjong beach n play there.. baby's leg was so afraid of touchin the neath of the sea...
he's like huggin me like a koala bear... so cute.. haha..
b4 tat we went to play the skyride n luge ride...
damn fun.. but for those who r afraid of height...
my advise is not to go for the sky ride...
haha... aft goin to the beach we went to palawan beach's koufu to eat our dinner..
it was expensive but nice...
aft finishin our dinner, daphanie came.
pooh bear kor went to buy liqours and drink...
we went bck to tanjong beach to sit...
i drank e33... some how i guess i forget how it taste like... haha..
when i drink, OMG its not nice at all.. .
pooh bear kor's vodka is much more nicer..
i juz drank two mouthful haha...
i looked up the sky n it was soooo nice....
i alwaes wonder y beach has alwaes more stars than other areas...
i lie down on baby's lap n looked up...
how i wish the time will stop...
how i wish i can alwaes lie on baby's lap...
baby... pls dun hv anythin happen to euu...
i dun wan to lose euu...
i juz hope the police will investigate thorougly... :(

MISSYPURPLE (>.<")
10:31 PM

Friday, February 23, 2007

ytd baby struck me witt a terribly BAD news...
he say the amk police HQ called him to go down today at 12 to assist in an investigation.
most probably is the bicycle case...
damn dumb lor...
oso not he steal is his frenx steal liao pass to him de...
haiz.. i'm so worried bout it... he wouldnt let me follow him...
juz hope everythin's fine...
juz hope tmr will still go sentosa as planned...
but most impt tat he's fine...
god bless...
to the police : pls investigate clearly. dun malign good ppl [my baby!!]...

MISSYPURPLE (>.<")
9:24 AM

Thursday, February 22, 2007

some problem witt my dumb dumb fone.. my hair's supposed to be red...
my latest highlighted hair...

LATEST DIY design!!

i wana post again!!
haha... went to cine witt my colleague...
i IMPULSIVELY spend 59bucks!!!
i bought undies, tops and bikinis...
the tops r white, bikinis r purple...
i noe tons of ppl gona laugh their head off tat i bought bikini...
i got no figure to wear...
who cares... anyway i'm not juz gona wear tat bikini onli...
i will wear a t shirt...
so to whoever who wana laugh, go ahead.. its ok...
**P.S** baby's gona kill me for spendin so much!! haha... dun tell him!!!
but i'll still confess haha.. **LAME*** :P

MISSYPURPLE (>.<")
2:36 PM

baby n i ok le!!!! :D
i'm so happy...
actually he juz wana scare me...
yes he SUCCESSFULLY scared me...
haha.....
i did nail art design again ytd!!
the design's GLAM!!! haha...
will post a foto tonite !! :]
i told baby i wana go sentosa...
he say he wana bring me to see the flowers exhibition...
we intend to go on sat...
we are also intendin to call nat, jiajun kor and ah hua ah di to go along!!
ytd seaweed msg me sayin the girls will be meetin up on next mon!!
haha... i believe miracles happen... n it DID!!!
i believe there's a ray of light at the end of the dark tunnel!!! :D
today i"M ABSOLUTELY n INCREDIBLY HAPPY!!!

MISSYPURPLE (>.<")
9:16 AM

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

source:
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baby...
i'm feelin veri miserable...
can euu stop torturin me...
i beg euu...
i nv been so low down b4...
pls...
cant we juz get bck to normal..
i dun wan us to become like tis...
pls.................

MISSYPURPLE (>.<")
8:45 AM

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

my aunt they all juz went bck...
i was not happy today at all...
went to bai nian witt jj, jos n him...
i wasnt happy at all...
i was veri quiet...
i didnt dare to tok... i was afraid tat he'll be angry...
we went to nat hse n sat for 3 hrs then went to jos hse...
then they came my hse...
jos went off early.. jj n him stayed for dinner...
but... they went off aft a while..
i was expectin him to stay but he didnt...
i went to the bathroom n cried.
cried as hard as i could...
i'm so depressed...
i beg him to come bck..
he say he need time to heal...
he wanted me to give him time...
i duno wat i can do to keep him by my side.
i dun wan to lose him..
i dun wan...

MISSYPURPLE (>.<")
10:35 PM

Monday, February 19, 2007

i didnt post for a few days...
things hv juz changed in a one day...
he say he wana brk witt me...
cuz of my temper...
i noe i'm bad tempered..
he say unless i change my temper if not he wont come bck..
i reali lurbe him veri much i dun wana lose him..
i dun wan to lose him...
he's alr part of my life...
my life will nv be complete without him...
i dun wan him to go...
reali... baby... i hope tat euu r reading tis post.
but i noe euu will not...
i promise i'll try to change..
i'll change to be the old jessy.
the sweet n humble jessy..
pls.. dun leave me...
i've lost euu once n i treasure it now..
reali...
i dun wan to lose euu i reali treasure euu alot now..
even my mum oso say euu r veri good...
willin to do hse work n veri kind..
i dun wan to lose euu..
euu're too impt to me...
impt to me till tat euu affected me in doin every little things..
affected till me tat my mood changes cuz of euu...
affected till i cant find bck myself..
i've alr sunk deep inside...
n i dun wan to climb out..
i wan to sink more deeply in...
euu r reali impt to me...

MISSYPURPLE (>.<")
1:37 PM

Saturday, February 17, 2007

went to mandai columbarium to visit my grandpa n grandma...
i was feelin confused..
i miss them so much...
all the past flashed bck to me...

today didnt meet baby at all...
tat piggy went home bout 3++ ytd...
then slp till aftnoon...
he say he's goin out witt jj n jos later...
i goin to his chalet tmr nite...
haha... collect as many hongbaos as i can for my dumb dumb hair..
I'VE HIGHLIGHTED MY HAIR RED!!!!
haha... tat baby highlight de... haaha...
baby!! happy new year!! see euu tmr!!! :D

MISSYPURPLE (>.<")
8:11 PM

Friday, February 16, 2007

reached office at 8.45...
stupid man.. i reach early my supervisor nv see...
haha.. later he tot i late again... haha...
he's not here today!!! :D
my leg's still swollen leh...
later cant wear heels on sunday! i alr tot of how to match my outfit liao..
all cuz tat stupid baby... haha...
but no choice who ask him to be my baby?? haha...
today i wana highlight my dumb dumb hair !! haha..
baby.. now i may be sufferin cuz i cant meet euu all tis...
but i'm willin to... cuz its worth it...
i noe in future aft euu finish ur course n finish NS..
we'll hv great n lovin life ahead..
i dun mind to suffer for these little while...
maybe i start schoolin i wont feel tat terrible...
so pls dun alwaes say if euu can tolerate then dun be witt euu...
it'll will even demoralise me more. ok??
i noe euu dun mean it.. if euu dun mean it then dun even tink of it k??
muacks... bein witt euu is spendin valentine everyday...
lurbe euu lots... :]

MISSYPURPLE (>.<")
9:14 AM

Thursday, February 15, 2007

my latest CNY design!!!
juz came up from 400+..
OMG carry tat dumb dumb things so heavy!!!
my leg's swollen man!! wonder how can i wear the heels on sun!!!
all cuz of tat stupid baby...
nvm... haha...
i'm so happy witt my nails!!!!!
i guess i'll visit tat shop often!!!
haha... i wana buy bags! shoes! tops! !!!!

MISSYPURPLE (>.<")
10:16 PM

met baby to go work tgt..
i was so happy ytd!!!!
i met baby, jj n jos...
at first we wanted to eat seoul garden at causeway.
but its a long queue..
we still had to wait on a waiting list..
in the end we changed our mind n went bck to yishun 418 go eat "zhu chao"
we order lots of food !!!
haha.. n overall only $50 better than seoul garden..
baby treat us cuz he say jj n jos alwaes treat him ma...
then we went to nearby park to play...
haha...
baby say maybe he need to go china for 1 mth...
he say its relative stuff..
haiz... i reali hope he dun go...
i dun wan to be here alone...
if he reali need to go i wan him to bring me go...
haiz... :(
i decided to go to baby's relative CNY chalet...
but tink goin witt jos n jj not alone...
n i finally dye my hair to black!! :D
***MOODY***

MISSYPURPLE (>.<")
10:41 AM

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

i hate my stupid damn ass colleague!
she spoiled my vday!
i reali hate hate to the core!
so wat she's sick ?
do euu tink i'll give it a damn?
if euu wan to sick then sick till die!
if not dun ever let me see euu again!
euu didnt come for 2 days i alr keep quiet!
now wat? called hong so ?
so tat i cant scold?
i'll curse till euu die!
i hate euu!
i hate euu for spoiling my long planned vday!
dun let me see euu anymore!
i'll slap euu if i see euu!
dun worry i'll leave here ASAP i can!
i hate euu!!!!!! GO TO HELL!!!!!!!!!!

MISSYPURPLE (>.<")
9:35 AM

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

haha... baby's so angry when he saw my post bout blessins to jeff...
haha... finally there's somethin i can get bck on him... haha... :P
baby... dun und y euu alwaes like to irritate me witt daphanie...
hai... tmr gona hv seoul garden witt jj, ah hua, daphanie , me n BABY!!!
haha... i somehow regret not wantin to spend a twosome valentine...
but nvm.. the more the merrier ma... haha... wonder wat baby will get for me for tmr...
as for wat i'll get for baby... it'll definitely be a suprise... haha...
he wanted to buy necklace or earrings for me at first... n its those like Soo Kee...
but i told him i dun like... i dun like wearin necklace... wats more i'm a SUPER blur queen...
sure will get lost... haha... i told baby tat if he wan to give me present bring me go shop better..
haha... we're still tinkin wat to go aft the dinner tmr... of cuz its twosome.. haha...
n i gona take lots of pic of me n baby tmr!!!! :D

MISSYPURPLE (>.<")
11:40 AM

Monday, February 12, 2007

didnt post for ytd...
i was busy takin care of my cousin...
haha.. n bakin cookies...
my aunt n my cousins stayed overnight at my hse..
cuz my aunt wan to make pineapple tarts for new year.
ytd didnt meet baby..
onli met him on sat...
ask him to be my "coolie" haha...
we went to buy things for my family use de...
haha... n he came to hv dinner at my place...
we were much closer but i dun like him keep tokin bout tat daphanie!!
it made me feel pissed off!! he keep tokin bout her all the time..
say onli juz sister... my foot!
9 out of 10 sentences he's tokin bout her!!!
i noe i shld trust him but i cant help feelin jealous n angry!!
tat stupid baby!! alwaes irritate me witt tis kind of stuff!!!
UNTOLERATABLE!! OMG!!! i wana explode man!!
haha... my colleague is not here again...
WTH... i'm alone in tis cold office...
BORED!!!

n i've decided to rebond my stupid dumb dumb hair!!
its like a big mess!!! haha...
n gona dye it black n highlight red.. haha....
but i guess i can onli rebond aft gettin my dumb dumb hongbao $$....
hmmm..... i'm so BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MISSYPURPLE (>.<")
10:41 AM

Friday, February 9, 2007

i'm gettin results soon!!!
later at 2pm!! haha...
i'm sooo excited!! how i wish i can get now!!!
so tat i can apply for my desired course!! :D

sweetie told me tat she's goin to DXO n the autograph session of xiao zhu..
she say she got no extra tix le... haha.. maybe i'm not fated to see my idol stars...
the SHE oso like tat, xiao zhu oso...
nvm... there's nothin i can do ma...
so be it...
duno whether today goin to Bugis anot... see tat stupid baby finishin at wat time..
if not i tink will juz head home... :(
my life's tat borin...
ppl at my age shld be havin fun at sch n witt frenz...
goin shoppin, clubbin...
but my life is juz wake up, go work, go home aft work, watch tv n slp...
its a routine...
i feel like rottin soon!! my brain is not functionin in its normal state!!!

MISSYPURPLE (>.<")
9:19 AM

Thursday, February 8, 2007

OMG!!! i seriously hv to blog!!! juz now i went to NTUC near my office and saw 2 transvestites!!!its bad enough tat they r transvestite, yet they still dun wear bra!!!the worst is not here yet... they even wan to seduce the uncle who is payin at the cashier!!!they lower their body n let the uncle see their cleavage!!! the stupid desperate uncle still see until so happy!!! OMG!! they are throwin women's face!! they are not showin respect to women!! if euu wan to be a transvestite, PLS ACT LIKE ONE!!! ACT LIKE A REAL WOMAN!!! euu are disgracin us, WOMEN!!! OMG!!!

MISSYPURPLE (>.<")
4:09 PM

i was feelin unwell today...
flu n puffy eyes...
all cuz of tat idiot...
quarrelled witt me...
haiz..
feelin kinda moody today...
i was nearly knocked down by a car juz now when crossin the road.
its not my fault its the stupid damn car's fault.
now i noe y when ppl r goin to be knocked by the car
but they didnt run away...
ur brain cant get ready to react...
i muz be extra careful from today onwards.
life's tat fragile...

MISSYPURPLE (>.<")
10:41 AM

Wednesday, February 7, 2007

i cant get to slp ytd!!
i was keep tossin ard but juz cant slp...
i tink i finally fall asleep at 2plus...
OMG!! i was damn tired!!!
my back is achin..
tok bout ytd..
went to bugis witt mummy n aunt mae...
we actually intended to shop for CNY clothes...
but not much gains...
instead, while waitin for mummy to meet me n aunt mae,
we pass by a nail art shop sellin nail art stuffs...
its called SHUGAR... we paused n looked at the stuffs...
n we loither there bout almost 1/2 hr!! haha...
the nail art was sooo nice. :D finally aunt mae decided to buy the "PIG" ^@^ nail art stickers
n i bought a "gold fish" stickers...
aunt mae wans me to design for her nails..
then we dragged mum to look at the nail art too...
in the end she bought the "PIG" sticker bout she bought another colour...
then i bought mummy and myself a wallet.. it was purple colour!!! :D
mummy bought the same as hers for aunt mae...
then we head on to bugis street... but not much time left... shops r closin...
we went to Lerk Thai for dinner...
n tat was like 10++..
aft eatin we went to take train home...
hmmm.. i guess tats all... haha.. :]

MISSYPURPLE (>.<")
9:29 AM

Tuesday, February 6, 2007

went to chinatown ytd...
OMG, the crowd there is soooo terrible...
luckily we went earlier... cuz we intended to go on fri de...
haha... we shop ard then went home bout 11plus...
YEAH!! today gona meet mummy, jie jie and auntie mae to BUGIS!!! :D
goin to shop for CNY clothes of cuz... haha... i'm so EXCITED!!!! haha...
i'm gona go on a shoppin spree!!!! Haha.... but SAO PAO mt n chun hui sweetie...
dun worry!!! i'll still go out witt euu two!!!!
n wai wai!!! rmb? we gona go hv the $3.50 COFFEE!!! haha... :D

MISSYPURPLE (>.<")
9:50 AM

Sunday, February 4, 2007

i've completed my shoes! tat was baby's idea anyway...
cuz i onli drew a flower in front... then he say juz add some simple designs at the side will do..
so i did... a veri simple red n black theme... haha...
pls comment k? n if whoever wan, pls do let me noe... thru email...
k? for close frenx... if euu wan juz buy the shoes n i'll help euu k??
thanks... :] pls give me the greatest support!

MISSYPURPLE (>.<")
1:24 PM

wanted to post ytd...
but my damn stupid sis use the com for the whole day.. .
i dun und lor... she was at home the whole day yet she wan to occupy aft i reach home.
wat rite she has? i did contribute to pay the internet bill n she didnt!
alwaes say she use the com to do her project..
ehh pls la... euu tink all of us no brains izit?
i hv brains k? the % of her usin to chat on msn n update friendster n blog is DEFINTELY more than her doin project.
dun tink euu r my elder sister euu can bully k??
dun feel ashamed tat dad n mum alwaes give euu money yet go to places like cafe cartel n eat...
i? eat in coffeeshop n sometimes even hv NO MONEY to eat!!!
i'm givin euu face everytime ok? dun push it too hard!
i cant wait to move out than to see euu!!!
euu r so selfish! alwaes tink of urself! go out till so late!
mum alwaes waitin till she cant tahan then slp!
wat has euu done as a daughter?
so wat euu r big enough?
their still ur parents n euu r still their child!
if euu tink euu r old enough go move out!
then euu can get the freedom euu wan!
dun stay here! i hate euu!!!

MISSYPURPLE (>.<")
12:56 PM

Friday, February 2, 2007

latest masterpiece !!! :D
hmm... reached home bout 9plus...
went to yamaha for practice witt baby...
i'm so happy today...
baby's so nice today... we got no $$ to eat...
actually he has... but he wans to save it to buy his laptop...
i feel so guilty... i dun wan him to be stressed n unhappy bout the laptop...
but he told me tat he cant possibly let me starve de... haha...
i'm so touched... its has been a long time we ever be so close...
cuz seldom get to meet for veri long time...
n in the past will alwaes quarrel...
now no le...
but he's so irritatin!!!
he keep sayin he n his classmate called daphane goin to date all tis shit...
then i was so pissed off!!! but he say he like seein me bein angry...
such a irritatin idiot rite ?haha....
results's comin out on 9th feb!!!
got the info from cassie... haha.
I CANT WAIT TO STUDY!!!
i guess i'm rottin soon...
work work work everyday...
not functionin my brain to its normal state...
now its all bout numbers...
cuz my work is to call n call n irritate oversea ppl...
haha... bored bored bored!!
no one wana tok to me in msn...
i'm so bored!!!
tat stupid baby's hanging out witt his gay... haha...
BORED~~~~!!!

MISSYPURPLE (>.<")
11:16 PM

tok to madeleine ytd... jeff's gf...
she so frenzly... hmm...
blogger's down ytd... duno for wat stupid reason...
i hope to tok more to madeleine... she's a super friendly n nice girl..
not sure whether baby wan me to acc aft his sch...
if yes, i'll take half day or a few hours off.
but see how it goes... cuz i wan earn as much as i can now... haha...
nothin much liao...
blessins to jeff n mad... be happy! :]

MISSYPURPLE (>.<")
9:04 AM

Thursday, February 1, 2007

busy doin my work jux now... finally can get to rest..
hmm... today was not tat late... 8.40.. juz 10 mins late...
haha... sweetie chun hui n pai gu kor kor ytd msg me say they brk up le...
i counselled both of them.... then i asked sweetie juz now n she say give each other a chance..
glad to hear tat... haha... i feel tat life's fragile... love' oso fragile...
we mux cherish wat we hv now as we will nv noe when we will gona lose it...
so i'll treasure my loved ones n everythin i hv now... includin my frenz...
hey buddies!! take lots of care!!! i dun wan to lose any one of euu!!! :D

MISSYPURPLE (>.<")
11:21 AM